Healing

Healing in the Sabbath
For 13 1/2 years I suffered with many chronic pain disorders. The last neurologist
I saw said I had Multiple Sclerosis. However the test to confirm that never was
done because my husband did not want it diagnosed. He said it made no
difference what I had, putting a name on it wouldn't make it any better. In fact
some people were being denied insurance that had this diagnosis. The things that
I had been diagnosed with were:
RSD (reflex sympathetic dystrophy)
Hip and lower back pain
Duodenal Ulcer, Interstitial Cystitis and Spastic Colon
Chronic Fatigue & Fibromyalgia
Foot & Sternum Pain
Arthritis (of the spine)
Muscle atrophy
TMJ, Migraines & Trigeminal Neuralgia
Poor eyesight and double vision
Food Allergies and Environmental Illness
Rosacea & Acne
Heart Problems (mitral valve prolapse)
Everything hurt me. Walking on concrete was like walking on nails. Wearing
shoes was so painful, wearing clothes was painful, lying down was excruciating,
standing up was worse, sitting down was unbearable. Walking with a cane hurt
my hand and arm so bad and riding in a wheelchair was worse as it made my hips
and back and legs hurt. I could not walk for longer than 5 minutes and standing
still was like standing on a bed of nails. Looking down hurt my neck which resulted
in inability to read, sew, or play my guitar. Even holding a piece of paper for more
than 5 minutes was just excruciating for me. All I could do is lie on an egg crate
mattress and watch Christian television and wait for the day someone, ANYONE
would have a word of healing for me.
I had two of the most painful neurological disorders and the third I probably had
was Multiple Sclerosis along with ten other serious chronic pain disorders. My
husband carried me many times when I couldn't go another step. He stood
beside me and cared for me through it all! He bought expensive special shoes
and orthotics trying to help me. He took me to healing crusades and prayed for
me again and again. He learned to rub my feet to bring circulation back to them.
Whatever the need be, he was there to take care of me!

It was difficult to accept help from anyone as I didn’t want to be dependant upon
anyone. I was stubborn and even at times didn’t want my husbands help. I
realized through this ordeal that Renalee needed to die to a lot of pride and
stubbornness. The enemy meant all of this for the bad, but Adonai used it for His
good. It was to bring me to a place that I could find truth. I realize now that sin
and disobedience brings sickness into our lives. It isn’t a very popular thing to say
as people including myself don’t want to hear it. We were healed by Yeshua
Jesus stripes 2,000 years ago. But if we don’t repent of our sins or we continue to
walk in disobedience it brings sickness. Look at how many times disobedience
brought plagues on the children of Israel and only the repentance and intervention
in prayer of Moses that stopped the plagues. It is Adonai's will that we all prosper
and be in good health but only as our soul prospers. We must choose life and the
blessing or death and the curse as it is clearly laid out in Deuteronomy 27 and 28.
It says if you choose life by obeying all of His instructions that Adonai your God
will raise you up high above all the nations on earth and all blessings will be yours
in abundance. Blessings on everything you do and everywhere you go and all the
fruit of your body, your land, your livestock, and your animals. You truly must read
chapter 28 to see all of the wonderful blessings Adonai has for you.
However if you choose death and the curse by walking in disobedience, the
curses in chapter 27 are very clear. Even dishonoring your Father and Mother can
bring the curse of a very short life upon you. It says that a curse will come on
anyone who does not confirm the words of Torah by putting them into practice. (v.
26)
Unfortunately today we accept sickness without questioning where we may have
opened the door. Yeshua has paid for our sins and sicknesses and delivered us
from all spirits of infirmity by the giving of Himself to pay for our sins. But unless
we repent, which is to turn away from sin and cry out to Yahweh for forgiveness
in the name of His son Yeshua, we are not walking in the provision of healing and
salvation He came to bring us. We'll fight off sin and trust Yeshua for our
salvation, but we welcome sickness in the door the minute it shows up. We
immediately confess that we are sick or in pain. Just like the spies that went into
the land, we give a bad report and end up wandering in the desert of
transgression and infirmity for 40 years. Where are the Joshua’s that proclaim a
good report? The ones who joyfully proclaim: “Yes there are giants in the land,
but our Mighty God can destroy them. He will fight the battle for us”. We must
get our confession and thinking right. Those giants of sickness and sin look huge
to our eyes when we look at them with worldly vision. But when we realize that
Yahweh’s footstool is the Earth and the universe is His tent, we catch the vision of
truth and those giants begin to pale in stature, to our awesome Mighty God.
Choose life and the blessing through our salvation, Yeshua (Yah saves). We must
go to Him and cast our cares on Him repent of our sins and walk in obedience to
Him. In the beginning was the word and that word was Yeshua, He is Torah so to
obey Him we must obey Torah ( first 5 books of the Bible). He said if we love Him
we will keep His commandments. They are His commands because He is The
Word. We must also believe in our Messiah and that through Him we are saved.
We must also in the same measure believe we are healed. Some people believe
in their salvation but can’t believe for healing, and they are one in the same,
bought and paid for by His blood. Trust me when you get free from all sins of the
past and present, you won’t have to struggle with faith in Him. The peace (shalom)
that passes all understanding will keep your hearts and mind. You will know the
truth and the truth will set you free. All of the cares that choke out the truth of the
Word will be cast upon Him because you know that He cares for you. Freedom
from captivity brings you to a place of trust that casts out all doubts, and fear is
cast out by His perfect love.
Trust me I had to fight for my healing because it had taken up residence in me. I
let it in the door, confessed it daily, and believed in it. The pain was real to me,
even more real than the truth I thought I knew.
I served the Lord the best I could. I still prayed almost
everyday. When I was stuck in bed I'd tell the adversary he'd be sorry for putting
me there because I was going to lay there and pray. Intercession went forth but
not repentance. I didn’t believe that I had done this to myself, I blamed it on the
adversary. I couldn't understand why the Lord didn't heal me. I didn’t realize that I
myself opened the door to this sickness by disobedience and a bad report and
putting my faith in the word curses that the doctors spoke over me. I did believe
Yeshua could heal me, the problem was I believed in the indoctrination I had been
taught, that when it was His will, I would be healed. The truth was, it WAS His will,
that is why He died for me and took stripes on His back. It was up to me to line up
with the word and choose life.

One day while lying on the couch, as usual, I saw a Benny Hinn show where his
wife said her Dad was supposed to die in 1 month with cancer. Someone told him
about receiving healing by taking communion, so he began to take it everyday and
he was healed! I’m sure a pastor wouldn’t take communion without repenting first
because they go hand in hand.
I said to myself, "I can do that". But I asked the Lord if it would be a ritual for me
to do that everyday. He spoke to me and said, "as long as there is a revelation
happening each time I took it, it would not be a ritual." So each day it was fresh
to me. A new way to recognize Yeshua as Lord, as peace, as savior, as healer,
as provider, and it brought repentance as I knew not to take the body and the
blood unworthily. Studying I found that He said as oft as you do it, do it in
remembrance of me. I would pray to Yeshua “I remember Lord that you died for
me and took my sins on yourself. I repent and recognize that all have sinned and
come short of the glory. I recognize who you are and what you’ve done for me
and I thank you.”
Then I found a real truth in that I was already healed by His stripes. So I would
claim my healing and proclaim that my God cannot lie and He says, I AM HEALED
as I held up the cup of communion up to Adonai.
I began to feel a need for deeper repentance, so I repented on my face before
Adonai everyday. It was a true sacrifice of praise as it was so painful to lie there
in the floor. Many times I would put pillows on the floor and lie before Him and
repent for even my parents and grandparents sins. As the Word says that even to
the third and fourth generation are the sins of the father passed down to the
children. At one point Adonai told me I had more faith in the sickness than in Him.
I cried out in repentance to Him and prayed for His mercy and forgiveness
realizing this was idolatry, as I was putting more faith in sickness than Yeshua.
Looking back now I see that my confession of pain and sickness was reality to me
instead of Adonai's healing power.

After about 3 months of communion and repentance, I had a dream. I DREAMED
that Benny Hinn came into a gymnasium where I and my husband and daughter
were. Now Benny only represented healing in this dream, as that is his ministry. It
was not Benny Hinn in the dream I believe it was the Holy Spirit.
I was going over to tell him what was wrong with me and was trying to get there
before anyone else as I was so desperate to be healed. Before I even got there
he pointed at me and a white light like lightening came out of his hand and hit me
in the forehead. I fell in the floor and then began to fly and laugh and praise the
Lord around the room above all the people’s heads. When I came back to stand
on the floor, Benny then prophesied that I would have a healing ministry and so
would my daughter. When I woke up the next morning, to my amazement, I was
healed of all the pain!!!! There was no pain in my body! What a glorious day. It
had been many years since I didn’t know pain at all times. I could pick up a 40 lb
bag of dog food. I could hold my grandchildren, vacuum, hike, sit for hours, travel,
and eat ice cream and pizza. Here in a dream, of all places, I had gotten the new
body I had, for so many years, prayed for. My husband’s prayers were
answered along with all of my family and friends.

It was soooo wonderful to be free!!!!!! I wanted to go to the doctor and get the
two 12 inch thick medical charts that had been split twice so he could carry them,
to have their final entry!!! A miracle had happened!!! I wanted it written in black
and white to glorify my Yeshua. My doctor is a powerful man of God so I knew
he would rejoice with me.
I was driving down the road thinking about my testimony and how I had began by
taking communion and repenting and then I had the dream……. I was interrupted
by Yeshua’s voice that was so loud and frightening I slammed on my brakes and
almost stopped my car as I drove around this huge curve. He said "No, your
healing began when you began to keep The Sabbath. You kept my covenant so I
honored your covenant of communion." I began to weep and praise the Lord as
the whole thing became evident to me. All the pieces began to come together and
at last I could understand all the things that had happened in my life throughout the
years.

A few months before the truth of repentance and the revelation of communion had
been shown to me, I had felt so convicted about keeping the Sabbath according
to Isaiah 58:13-14. It says that as we hold back our foot on the Sabbath
(Saturday) from pursuing our own interests on His Holy day; if we call Shabbat
(Sabbath) a delight, Adonai's holy day worth honoring; and then honor it by not
doing our usual things or pursuing our own interests or even talking about them.
Then we will find delight in the Lord. And he will make us ride on the heights and
feed us with our heritage from Jacob (Ya'akov) for Adonai's (Yahweh's) mouth
has said it.

Well God can't lie! We closed our Saturday concession business to honor His
word. It was very hard on us financially as we were already having difficulties
economically. The manufacturing recession hit us hard with plant closure in our
town and my husband's job was suddenly gone. There weren't any others out
there to be found either. So it wasn't an easy decision, it cost us something. But
even Yeshua had to pay the price and we all have to count the cost in some way
or other. We had to eventually declare bankruptcy with many others in our little
town. We were financially bankrupt but spiritually we were blessed, as we had
found the truth of obedience and the blessing of resting and meeting with Yahweh
on the day He had set apart to be with us.
The Lord declared his rest of Shabbat (Sabbath) from the day of creation. He
confirms it through the word (Torah) to keep His covenant forever. And when we
began keeping this covenant out of Love for our Abba I could then partake of the
covenant of healing brought by Yeshua Jesus stripes. John 14:21 Yeshua Jesus
says "whoever has my commands and keeps them is the one who loves me, and
the one who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I will love him and reveal
myself to him." He truly began to reveal himself to us and showed us the path of
healing and restoration because of entering into His covenant with Him and
choosing life.
Isaiah 58 says that as we hold back our foot on the Sabbath Then we will find
delight in the Lord. And he will make us ride on the heights and feed us with our
heritage from Jacob (Ya'akov) for Adonai's (Yahweh's) mouth has said it.
Remember the blessing in Deuteronomy 28 that said:
1 "If you listen closely to what ADONAI your God says, observing and obeying all
his mitzvot which I am giving you today, ADONAI your God will raise you high
above all the nations on earth; 2 and all the following blessings will be yours in
abundance -if you will do what ADONAI your God says: 3 "A blessing on you in
the city, and a blessing on you in the countryside. 4 "A blessing on the fruit of your
body, the fruit of your land and the fruit of your livestock - the young of your cattle
and flocks. 5 "A blessing on your grain-basket and kneading-bowl. 6 "A blessing
on you when you go out, and a blessing on you when you come in. 7 "ADONAI will
cause your enemies attacking you to be defeated before you; they will advance
on you one way and flee before you seven ways. 8 "ADONAI will order a blessing
to be with you in your barns and in everything you undertake; he will bless you in
the land ADONAI your God is giving you. 9 "ADONAI will establish you as a
people separated out for himself, as he has sworn to you - if you will observe the
mitzvot of ADONAI your God and follow his ways. 10 Then all the peoples on
earth will see that ADONAI's name, his presence, is with you; so that they will be
afraid of you. 11 "ADONAI will give you great abundance of good things - of the
fruit of your body, the fruit of your livestock and the fruit of your land in the land
ADONAI swore to your ancestors to give you. 12 ADONAI will open for you his
good treasure, the sky, to give your land its rain at the right seasons and to bless
everything you undertake. You will lend to many nations and not borrow; 13
ADONAI will make you the head and not the tail; and you will be only above, never
below - if you will listen to, observe and obey the mitzvot of ADONAI your God 14
and not turn away from any of the words I am ordering you today, neither to the
right nor to the left, to follow after other gods and serve them.

Keeping the Sabbath of the Yahweh makes us “ride on the heights of the land” in
Isaiah 58 and in Deuteronomy 28 it says “ADONAI your God will raise you high
above all the nations on earth.” That is why in the dream I rose above everyone in
the room and flew with great shalom and joy. Rising above all sickness and
disease and casting down all fear and sin and doubt. There was now a blessing
on the fruit of my body. I was now bearing the fruit of Yeshua’s redemption and
healing and wholeness through life and the blessing of keeping His instructions to
enter into the Holy day of Yahweh.
Well I did ride on the heights. In my dream I flew. And when I awoke I was
healed. I did delight in the Lord and in Yeshua my healer. Praise the Lord!!!!! I get
excited again and again as I can once again enjoy life free of pain and eat the
foods I couldn't eat for many years. No pizza or ice cream for 10 years was a
hard sentence for me. But now because of His great love and mercy I am free. I
glorify the one who deserves all of the Glory, Yeshua ha Mashiac my King (Jesus
the messiah). Hallelujah!
There was another confirmation of my healing being due to keeping the Sabbath
of Yahweh. In fact the words the Lord spoke to me on the road to the doctors
office, made clear the words given to me 20 years before in a visitation I received
at a camp meeting held at Ruth Heflin’s missionary camp in Virginia.
I had been taken to heaven in the spirit during worship and at that time I was told
by Yeshua that I would take the message of HIS REST to the nations. So now it
all became clear. His rest is the Sabbath, I thought it was some kind of prayer
time. I couldn’t understand it. Even though I read Hebrews over and over again
about ‘entering into His rest that still remains for us today, I still couldn’t get it.’ It
also said to ‘fear lest you not enter into it’. I just didn’t understand that it was
talking about the Sabbath rest, as I was never taught about that in my church.
When I found the truth of His Sabbath I found delighting
in His day brings healing. If you notice in the gospels that Yeshua Jesus healed
on the Sabbath repeatedly. He healed everyday but made it a point to show that
in the Sabbath is healing. It is Yahweh's covenant of rest since creation and it is
our door to His full benefits. Why do you think the Jews are so blessed
financially? By keeping the covenant of Shabbat they are blessed, but is the
Sabbath only for the Jews? Here is the answer in Isaiah 56:

1 Here is what ADONAI says: "Observe justice, do what is right, for my salvation
is close to coming, my righteousness to being revealed." 2 Happy is the person
who does this, anyone who grasps it firmly, who keeps Shabbat and does not
profane it, and keeps himself from doing any evil.
3 A foreigner joining ADONAI should not say, "ADONAI will separate me from his
people"; likewise the eunuch should not say, "I am only a dried-up tree." 4 For
here is what ADONAI says: "As for the eunuchs who keep my Shabbats, who
choose what pleases me and hold fast to my covenant: 5 in my house, within my
walls, I will give them power and a name greater than sons and daughters; I will
give him an everlasting name that will not be cut off. 6 "And the foreigners who
join themselves to ADONAI to serve him, to love the name of ADONAI, and to be
his workers, all who keep Shabbat and do not profane it, and hold fast to my
covenant, 7 I will bring them to my holy mountain and make them joyful in my
house of prayer; their burnt offerings and sacrifices
will be accepted on my altar; for my house will be called a house of prayer for all
peoples." 8 Adonai ELOHIM says, he who gathers Isra'el's exiles: "There are yet
others I will gather, besides those gathered already."

And here is what it says in Exodus.

Ex 12:49 - One law shall be for the native-born and for the stranger who dwells
among you."
“So there remains a Sabbath keeping for the people of the Lord.” Hebrews 4:9

After my healing miracle Yeshua began to pour out His spirit on me to write music
and I could actually play my guitar correctly after many years. I so desired to
worship Yahweh when I was sick, that I would tune my guitar so low until the
strings were very loose and easier to play. I couldn’t play long and it was very
painful, and not very pretty, but it was another one of my sacrifices of praise.
Now healing flows from the music Yeshua gives to me and people have been
healed, delivered of fear, and set free from unclean spirits. I tell everyone that I
don't have any talent or ability, I only have His presence through life and the
blessing the fruit of His essence flows. Without His presence I honestly cannot do
anything, including walking in full healing. My
ministry is obedience. I just do what I see Him do and sing what I hear Him sing.
Yes I’ve heard Him sing, many of my songs I heard in a dream. I am nothing more
than a radio for Yeshua Jesus.
The pain was gone from my body but I still needed some restoration. The arthritis
of the spine had shrunk me to 5’1 and I had a bump on the base of my neck that
stuck out. We had a service at our community where we were called to the front
for prayer and while being prayed for at the altar by my pastors I felt the Lord
reach down and take a hold of each end of me and stretch me. My husband
thought I was crazy when I said I just got stretched and I know I am taller now.
But when we got home I made him measure me. I was 5' 2 1/4" inches. Since I
was 15 years old my height was 5' 1 3/4" tall but I had shrunk to 5' 1" with the
arthritis. Now miraculously the bump on my neck was gone and I was a full 1/2"
taller than I ever had been in my
life. And 1 and 1/4" inches taller than I was that morning. The Lord did such a
complete work. I praise Him for full restoration of my body, soul, spirit, and mind.

I had another restoration that happened, but I’m not sure exactly when during this
time. I knew since my healing, I was reading again and hadn’t been able to do that
very easily for years as I had double vision. I had forgotten about my eyes, but
knew I was reading more of the word like I used to.
Then we went to Sedona for a vacation. There was a subdivision we always
passed that had a sign out front
that I never could read correctly. My husband always laughed when we passed by
because I thought it said Mystic Chills as this is how it looked to me
(mysticchills). This time when I saw the sign I could see it clearly and I said,
"Mystic Hills"! I began to shout and praise Him and cry. He had restored my sight
and healed my eyes and I didn’t even realize it until that moment. Hallelujah!!
Thanks be to my Mighty God who finishes all that He begins and He is able to
complete every work that He begins. All we have to do is line up with Him.
Remember what it says in Deuteronomy 28: 13 ADONAI will make you the head
and not the tail; and you will be only above, never below - if you will listen to,
observe and obey the mitzvot of ADONAI your God 14 and not turn away from
any of the words I am ordering you today, neither to the right nor to the left, to
follow after other gods and serve them.
All we have to do is listen, obey and don’t turn to the right or the left and in so
doing serve other gods or idols.
If all of this sounds really far out remember we have a really far out awesome
God. He can do anything! The Bible isn't a book of just the past, but also the
present and the future. Our God is the same yesterday, today and forever. The
same miraculous, signs & wonders and giver of dreams He has always been.
His Sabbath began on the 7th day of the first week of the creation of this world
and mankind. Yahweh said it was a perpetual commandment unto all generations,
and that means forever. It has never changed because he never changes. It is the
spirit of anti-messiah in the Word that tries to change the days and times and
even seasons. Sabbath remains for us on the 7th day otherwise known as
saturday.
Our healing Savior rewards those who seek Him. God is alive and well today and
He wants to heal you. Cry out to him in repentance and choose life and the
blessing so you can ride on the heights of the land and bring forth the fruit of your
body of Yeshua’s redemption and healing and His mighty deliverance of setting
the captives free. I am free, I pray you will be also.

Once you are free please remember that you must stand against the powerless
enemy and keep him as the liar under your feet. We can be made sick by
deception. The enemy may try to get you to take back the sickness or pain again.
Remember Nahum 1:9 says “Affliction shall not rise up the second time.” I raise
up the cup of communion and declare “my God says I am healed and He can’t lie,
Satan is the liar and I am healed.

The enemy tried to steal my daughter when she was 16. She was taken in an
ambulance to the hospital and had no vital signs so they were going to put her on
life support. She was blue and her temperature was 80 something I was told it
was that of a dead person. Also during my granddaughter's birth 4 years later her
heart stopped and she was dead about 30 minutes. Both had died an untimely
death. Both times, I cried out to Adonai and begged Him in the name of Yeshua to
heal them, and nothing happened. They remained dead. But in both instances
when I exposed the liar and the deceiver and commanded him to loose them and
let them go, they came back to life. Both were fully restored with no damage to
brains or organs. Don’t let the enemy deceive you into accepting sickness or even
death especially if you are walking in Yahweh’s commandments. Be sure to
repent of your sins known and unknown and then take authority over the enemy
and command Him to leave by the authority given to us by Yeshua. Do not be
deceived, but choose life and declare it, restoration is yours. Trust Adonai more
than you trust the sickness or the problem and fight for what is yours. If you don't
have any strength to fight get someone to pray for you, but you continue to repent
and begin to do the Word and keep His commands. Take Communion daily and
repent daily and Yeshua
will stand in the gap for you. He is ever interceding through His covenant cut with
His own flesh and blood.
Right after I was healed people who knew me didn't even recognize me. They
would say “do I know you?’ Even a friend of 15 years stood face to face with me
and didn’t recognize me. That is true restoration. The Lord has brought me total
restoration and transformation and I give Him all the praise and glory as my Savior
and my King.
I pray in the name of Yeshua that Yahweh will give you a revelation of His truth,
bring you to a place of true repentance, and complete you in His deliverance,
healing and restoration paid for by the blood of His son. May Yahweh bless and
keep you. May Yahweh make His face shine on you and show you His favor. May
Yahweh lift up His face toward you and give you
Shalom. In this way may the name of Yahweh be put on you so He will bless you.
(Numbers 6:24-27) In the name of Yeshua, Amen
Love and Shalom,
Renalee Colõn
My Miracle Healing!

My Miracle Healing!